The Start

I’m not going to say why, or what’s going on with me right now. Maybe in the months or years to come I’ll feel ok about going into detail, but I am looking for a room in a house or a flat in San Francisco for immediate occupancy, somewhere I can do my sunday show, and my son can come sleep over 2-3 nights a week. I’ve got a car, so parking would be nice, but right now I don’t care. I am a great house mate, and a good, quiet, thoughtful person.

I am also looking for stop-gap employment for immediate starting. I need 4-5 days a week at any fair pay.

My skills:
I have a BFA in Graphic Design
I have a BA in Literature
I have taught meditation, and studio practices.
I have extensive experience in counseling, and rehabilitation.
I am a type A personality
(creative, determined, open, talkative, but gentle not lame or out of control.)
I love people
I am a terrific Admin, HR, A&R and project manager.
I am a very good, and very fast writer.
I am a competent, and reasonably paced graphic designer.
I would be an ideal HR admin responsible for drug and alcohol issues
I would be an ideal assistant for anyone who likes to hear the truth (as I see it,) and is willing to discuss it (strong silent types need not apply.)
I am an audio engineer, producer with 20 years of experience.
I am a great bartender (but I don’t drink)
A fantastic barista (my espresso kicks ass on the universe)
I can type about 100 words a minute
I am a macintosh expert (networking, software, operation, installation)
I lift, paint, move, and love hard work.
Best thing about me:
I smoke cigarettes while I work

Worst thing about me:
My optimism is made of steel. I believe, undaunted, and never give up.

If you got something, know of anything, or just want to tell me off:
sunshine [at] dubtribe [dot] com
bring it!

I’m not done blogging, or dj’ing or producing music, I’m not going to kill myself, I am not going to die. It’s gonna be erratic for a little while, until I stabilize, so wish me well if you wish me well. I’ll be all right.

The universe is cruel and kind at once. I welcome change, and open my heart to the humility which has come.

11 Comments

  1. 1 Wednesday, May 3, 2006 at 3:02 pm
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    That which you seek will come to you. Best of luck, dear friend.

    * big hug *

  2. 2 Wednesday, May 3, 2006 at 4:59 pm
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    “The universe is cruel and kind at once”

    It certainly is. I hope that clarity and peace find us all. Good luck.

  3. 3
    solid
    Wednesday, May 3, 2006 at 7:53 pm
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    sunshine, i wish you all the best the world has to offer… i hope you are well.

    love, sam

  4. 4
    gabe
    Wednesday, May 3, 2006 at 11:40 pm
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    I really hope you end up in a better place.

    remember you are loved

  5. 5
    Lindy
    Thursday, May 4, 2006 at 2:47 am
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    you know we’re thinking of you xxx

  6. 6
    gabriel
    Thursday, May 4, 2006 at 9:07 am
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    blink
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    woah.

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    well i hope for the best for you and those that surround you.

  7. 7
    moonbeam
    Thursday, May 4, 2006 at 10:05 am
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    the universe is cruel and kind to us all.

    i, too, wish you the best of luck.

    you are a lucky man…..and, indeed, very loved.

    -m

  8. 8
    Fee
    Thursday, May 4, 2006 at 3:32 pm
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    Many well wishes and love to you, sunshine. You are the personification of love. For this reason, I have faith that this situation, sad as it is, WILL pass. All of the incredible energy that you have sent out into the universe will return to you in it’s own time. I love you.

  9. 9 Thursday, May 4, 2006 at 11:12 pm
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    An update of sorts:

    I’ve been offered to assist a friend of mine on a painting job. Good hard work for fair pay.
    I’ve managed to arrange a meeting with someone who is willing to buy most of the studio stuff I want to sell.
    That puts my finances in order somewhat.

    I’ve got a line on a great sounding place, but haven’t heard from them (and i never find the special easter egg at the easter egg hunt, so I’m not holding my breath) so I’m continuing to look and remain in motion.

    Momentum is a good thing.

    I’m all right. Thank you for your love and well wishes (here and via other methods.)
    s.

  10. 10 Saturday, May 6, 2006 at 6:41 am
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    Brother, may you continue to share the light in your heart, and always remember you have a friend here.

  11. 11 Saturday, May 6, 2006 at 6:07 pm
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    Sunshine,

    Your willingness to trust love, to be brave enough to share it, talk about it, and open your heart has inspired me, and I take that inspiration into everything I do. I only know you through your music, your writings, and a brief conversation in Atlanta, but still, because of who you are and what you are trying to do, I count you as friend, for a see a familiar soul travelling life.

    The light in your heart, soul, mind, body is alive and it shines. It spirals around you, and will be there to carry you into whatever the new is, be it cruel or kind.

    Silverlove,
    Jody

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