Man… I think I give up. I surrender anyway… One way or the other I am sure I have the cart of my heart well ahead of the horse which drives my life. I felt so good, thought my life was coming together… today I feel like a disco accident, and I’m not sure of anything anymore. It’s typical of me to go on and on about my feelings at this turn in the paragraph, but I’ve really got nothing to say. There’s just nothing to tell.
I abandon myself to the universe. I welcome the abundance of all that this world has to offer. Whatever it is, and wherever it leads me, I will accept it with all my heart. I am grateful to be alive, and to have an open heart, full of love and light.
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Honey, I know EXACTLY how you feel! Two weeks ago I thought I had it all sorted out and then there was this reconnection that happened between me and “the one that got away” about 20 years ago, and it’s like: “You know, I was doing just fine over there a minute ago.”
Signed, your disco sister in the ambulance of Love ;)
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It’s all a parade of stars.
I am gratefully detached, safe and sound in here.
Accident or otherwise. I still surrender, and let go just the same…
* Watches the stars fall down, and the fireflies whirl off into the distance *
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winter is approaching,
the fireflies will be back
…and the whirl they swirl is beautiful.
Before a great vision can become reality there may be
difficulty. Before a person begins a great endeavor, they
may encounter chaos. As a new plant breaks the ground
with great difficulty, foreshadowing the huge tree, so
must we sometimes push against difficulty in
bringing forth dreams.
“Out of Chaos, Brilliant Stars Are Born”
I-Ching Hexagram #3
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* huge warm grin *
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*Hug*
You are loved!!
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i think you just had some bad coffee. ;-)